Haven't done this blogging thing in a while
life has been very.....something.lately i was pretty alright at my current job until i noticed they were forcing me and my coworkers to do a bunch of things that isnt on our contract; now i dont give a fuck anymore.
it just makes my think yknow, at some point, someone in a position of power had to make the decision to overwork to lower-level employees, someone had to take a moment of their life to make that decision, i dont know if they even thought about it twice, or at all, but for this to be happening now, someone had to choose.
i dont think i'll ever be fit for positions of management or power, i dont see those around me as less worthy than me. i dont even see those above me as less worthy. i hate this, why cant people just be decent, i feel like lifes been missing some decency lately.
got a week off since staying at work has been destroying my mental health and my doctor was very understanding in giving me a break. in the meantime, i changed my computer off from windows to mint. then to kubuntu. then back to mint cuz i didnt like kubuntu very much. pretty much enjoying mint now, i like KDE enough, but if i have too much customization options i end up not doing anything at all, just playing around with it, so, cinnamon it is for now