life
its been going lately. im on sick leave since going to work has been giving me panic attacks lately. ive relapsed on bad coping mechanisms that ive had since i was 10. im in a bad place mentally right now, im in a bad place financially too. maybe im just in a bad place . i am not feeling too worn out yet, althought it will happen eventually ive been trying to lay off of social media too, reconnect with myself. ive been writing on my sketchbook, staring at the ceiling listening to silent hill soundtrack, and doing sketches while i think about nothing. there are so many things i want